Sunday, February 24, 2008

Oscary night

It occurred to me when I was watching the Oscars, that I moved to Wilmington to study film. It occurred to me that one day i would be making movies and possibly be at the Oscars. That would be a dream, I mean I can't even imagine. My mind then went on to wonder what it would be like if I did ever win an Oscar. My first thought was that the audience would see a big dark spot in the front of my dress (note that I should wear a black dress) because I would have wet myself. I mean I don't handle surprises well, okay thats kind of a lie. I handle surprises the way most people do, with excitement. My excitement however, like huge excitement involves me jumping up and down and screaming really loud.
Following a dream is kind of scary from time to time. It's a big dream, whether it's going abroad or studying film with the dire need to make it. It's scary. But it's what you have to do.
I wrote in my journal last night, I hadn't written in a little over a month, I really should be writing in it more often. Thankfully though, the writer in me is starting to come back. I'm starting to take notice to little details about things that could work for me in writing. Like why is it that apology letters from gfs/bfs/ex's are always written on a yellow sheet of paper from a legal pad? Is it just me that notices things like that? I'm not really sure. Well I have to go get ready for class.

Sunday, February 17, 2008


I was on an internet date thing when I went to this place... I was not feeling this guy... at all. Well then I met this other guy, I had seen him rocking back and forth, I wasn't sure if he was rocking or dancing. Well we realized that there was something so for two weeks we were almost inseparable. Well the other day I let a cat out of the bag with a female friend and it made it back to him. So we declared a "break". Well then I spent last night hanging out with one of his friends, the singer of their "band" and we had a good time. I'm not really sure whats going on anymore. Dustin never really said we could date other people during this break, and I'm not even sure I'd call it dating. I'm meeting people though and I guess that's all that really matters. I'm meeting people and making friends.
I was up till two in the morning last night when I finally went to sleep. Now however, I've fixed my hair, and brushed my teeth. I still haven't gotten dressed though, I should probably do that sometime today. I need to work on my math and write, even if it's just a little bit. There's a stupid sequal to Dr. Doolittle on TV right now. I think some movies should not be made into sequals but that's just me. Well I'm going to get off here.